Man, let me tell you what? It’s HARD to get back on track when you have been out of the game for several months. Not to mention I have started a new job and well there is a lot of not so great temptation there…. Like chocolate and lots of fast food lol…. I keep telling myself, I can do this and just not eat XYZ and yet what do I do? I eat it…. Ugh. Slaps hand. Shame shame Misty! Shaking my head. It’s such a hard process. I am starting to figure out how I will do a work out routine here soon so that should be good. I am hoping to start getting back in to exercising regularly and I have found usually the helps jump-start the good eating. We shall see!
The wedding is coming up and coming fast. I won’t lie I have a had a few break downs here and there. I totally see why people elope even though I totally did so the first go round and well, hated it. BUT that was before I ever had to plan a wedding. Seriously, it’s no joke. Wedding planners are worth every penny in my book because this job sucks! All in all I know the night will go so fast and all we will have his pictures. Seems kind of crazy to spend so much for a few hours of fun but hey you live once right?
So I started a new job a few weeks ago. Things haven’t went exactly like planned but all in all I am hopeful this could be a good fit for our family. It’s frustrating how hard we work to get a head and we constantly feel like we are never a head but I know that god has a plan so I keep trying to just stick with it all. But I won’t lie it’s a bit draining. I kind of ask myself when is it my turn? But I can’t complain too much. I have four healthy children. A man I love who loves me and well, I may not be the healthiest but I’m alive!
I am hoping this year will be my year to figure this stuff out and if not well there is another whole year waiting. I will figure something out I am sure! Hopefully lol….. So Yeah, hopefully I will have a little more time these days to write and I think it helps with my accountability. Maybe I need some no chocolate buddies? Anyone willing to shout at me for eating chocolate on a daily basis? lol Yeah? No? alright! Well it’s late and I really must go to bed but until then I hope all you peeps out there have a great weekend!