So, I already confessed earlier this weekend was K’s Birthday Party and that I wouldn’t probably be eating the best. While, I didn’t eat super horrible (it normally would have been ALOT worse) for the most part I think it was a good learning experience.
I say this because a few things did happen. 1. I found that some food I ended up eating more so because I had it vs actually wanting it. At first I didn’t even think to eat some of it. It just goes to show just how mental eating can be.
2. I really did feel crummy. I felt SO SO SO tired. Like SUPER tired. I haven’t really felt that way much the past two weeks. That part wasn’t fun at all. 4. I was ready for today.
So I decided there was no reason to stop or to continue eating the way I did this weekend (which consisted of some chips, cake I made, and some pasta on Sunday that I ended up not eating all of).
I will restart my count down. I don’t have anymore event’s or birthdays for another 30 days. So literally no excuses. Now know, that I’m not upset with myself this weekend.
I made a choice before it came to eat the way I did. I did make efforts to improve the way I was eating and to modify things as well. All in all I’m okay with it. BUT I still want to go a full 30 days of eating more clean.
I want to keep doing this until I make it happen. Even if I have to keep trying over and over again. It’s my goal for now. Tonight is boot camp night. I’m not expecting to like it much.
I didn’t get to go most of last week so yeah. That’s my other goal to go to boot camp all this week. (which is 4 times this week) I AM excited still about that. I hope you had a great weekend.
What is something you are looking forward to lately? What is one of your goals?