First I am in sinus hell right now! I have sneezed I don’t know how many times this morning and just feel overall blah! I was going to get my blood drawn today to re-test my thyroid but think I will go tomorrow instead. I have an appointment with the stupid doctor (the one who told me that you can’t lose weight no matter how many calories you intake unless you exercise) while I do exercise at the time I was not because of my PE. Anyways I am to see her on the 20th. I am putting a request for a new doctor when I get my blood drawn. I need someone who listens to me and honestly she did not.
Next on the agenda…. I know that they say slow and steady wins the race but damn this is defiantly a snails race I am in. I have never actively tried to lose weight and the numbers move so slowly before. I wasn’t eating horribly bad before but in the past month I have made strides to eat even better, I have started working out again since I feel like I can, and just overall doing a million times better than I EVER have trying to lose weight. I have done weight watchers, south beach, akins, and of course just watching what I eat. But never have I done things like now. I mean now I eat a ton more veggies, hardly anything I eat now is processed except for a few things. It’s so annoying dealing with all of this.
I hate not knowing WHY for a 100% sure I am not losing weight the way I am supposed to. Going by my fitness pal (which I know is just a guide everyone loses weight differently) It says I should be almost 20lbs smaller by now… But I’m not, NOT.EVEN.CLOSE! It’s quiet sad really. BUT I am trying my best to stay positive because weeks ago I couldn’t keep any weight to stay down and I have for a whole week, hopefully two once AF disappears, hopefully it will still be down. Either way I mean that is something to be happy about. It does mean SOMETHING is working a little. But still tells me something is still off? Thyroid still? I dunno?
My INR was still low. I measured my body today. Waist was down 2 inches, my left leg was up 2inches and my ankle was up an inch. My right leg was up one inch as well as the ankle. So I know I have some fluid retention going on but being on AF that’s not a surprise either. There is ALWAYS something contradicting something else ugh. I will remeasure after AF and Weigh and we shall see. Maybe when I see the doctor in 3 weeks if things haven’t moved any faster maybe I can get her to listen to me???? Only one can hope!